Will you look up into my eyes,
and tell me how much you care for me?

I feel so blind again,
are you the one that's keeping away my depression?
Strange how I long to be sad again.

My family refuses to help,
I just want to get out,
I just want to be with someone who cares.

I think I know the motive behind addiction,
they can't handel life anymore,
I know it's a pain for me,
the constant fight for what I am is too much,
can you pass me that bottle of vodka?

I can't sleep again,
will you hold me close?
I feel so alert,
will you sing me to sleep?

I'm getting yelled at for my problems,
I think I need acouple more shots,
I tried to be what you wanted me to be mother,
but it just didnt work out,
I followed my own heart and you think I'm "lost",
this was my choice,
this was your fault,
can you pass me another bottle?

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