Blue Eyes Cold by Sax

It's late at night,
and I'm all alone,
all I can do is think right now.

All I can do is think about the Angel I lost.

I wish someone could help me with this,
you might think I'm just needy,
that I only "love" her so I'm not alone.

If so were the case,
then why do I miss her so?
Why do I only want to be with her?

The makeup dolls dont seem to understand me,
they tell me to enjoy life,
that I must not give up,
and live my teenage years to the max.

So screw you makeup dolls,
I hope you die in agony.

They say love is life,
love also brings life,
love can be everything that you could ever hope for,
but you think I am insane when I say no to love,
all day I think of this,
everyday it dosnt change,
love has given me disapointment,
tears,
heartache unending,
and to finish nameing afew,
cold and longing nights.

Happyness I can no longer feel,
I just want to be turned off forever,
I tell you,
just bury me now.

As much as I'd like it to be,
my heart is not made of steel,
it is but a thin thing of glass,
the slightest pain breaks it in two.

Right now all I ask is for someone to be there for me,
someone I can call on at all hours of the night,
someone that can keep me smiling,
maybe they can keep me away from that rectangular hole in the ground...
..the one that's six foot deep.

meg (203.134.13.194) -- Tuesday, July 16 2002, 02:58 pm

awesome
this is beautiful :)

Pamela (199.216.176.5) -- Saturday, July 20 2002, 06:46 pm

Very Powerful
This poem is extremely moving, especially because its a cry for help at the same time. Everybody needs at least ONE person to be there for them through the rough times, but often, the one person is the one that hurts us. And then where do we go?

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