To the one that means much to me,
there is much I must tell you,
good and bad,
all in al I must still tell you...

--

You have no idea how much you mean to me,
I wish you could be with me,
and not a thousand miles away.
I wish I could hold your hand,
I wish I could hold you close to me,
I wish I could feel your tender lips against mine,
I wish I could be the one for you,
I wish I could give you better.

Would I make your day if I told you I loved you?
As much as I do I dont want to hurt you...

Late at night I awake,
demonic crys consume my mind,
I do my best to think of those I love,
so that I may decend back to sleep.

My dearest sweetheart,
I love you so,
I hope you know you mean so much to me,
both as a freind and a lover.
But yet I still hurt inside,
the forsaken Angel is the cause,
the wounds of my heart still gush blood.

I know men have hurt you in the past,
me included.
And I love you much,
but I dont wish to hurt you again,
I wish there was a way to keep you from harm.

Everything I touch seems to die and decay,
I'm so sorry my love,
but I feel I need to do this...
I dont wish you to decend to the grave.
I dont want to hurt you,
but I dont want to lose you.

I'm so sorry my dear sweetheart,
I hope you know how much I love you,
and how it greives me so I have not told you all,
things from the past that seem so long ago but were not,
things that I feel you should know,
though I know you wont aprove.

Tell me please,
will you forgive me?
Or will you damn me for eternity?
Please.... Tell me...

Tweet

Comments on this poem/writing:

Click here to read other Poems by Sax

Copyright©2017-1999 by Rebecca R. Hammack

COPYRIGHT NOTICE: All Rights Reserved.   No part of this website, including all pictures and written words,  may be reproduced or copied in any manner from this website without  permission of the original author of the work.  All poetry and pictures herein remain the sole property of the original author and/or copyright owner.  All poetry on this website has been submitted by the original author of the work. To contact any author of the work please e-mail: dreamer@dreamersreality.com  so the proper person may be notified.