This is my night fall, an eternal sunset
Its been ten years and still no light yet
I still feel my body, its always cold
And throughout these years, I haven't grown old
I look out the window, but don't go outside
I took a step out but ended up back inside
I got a crucifix, but God don't hear my prayers
It's been so long since I've had enough faith to care

All I see is dark, I start to miss the light
I don't know why it just, doesn't feel right
Everything is fading, but I feel the same
I think back to a time, before this darkness came
I used to always go out, I used to be so free
Now it seems that I can't, what is wrong with me?
I see many things, but don't know what they mean
Blood soaked messages, should these be seen?

what am I waiting for? its been another year
I never found a way out, I guess I'm stuck in here
I look out the window it's still night time
Its been stuck that way, since like 1999
I'm losing my feelings, I'm losing my memories
A sea of numbness keeps washing over me
No one in sight, no one to hear me scream
God I hope this isn't what it seems to be

I've accepted fate, I am just stuck inside
I have lost at life and, even, lost my pride
God, don't forget me now, just take me away
The more that I am down here, the more this world fades
What did I do wrong, why am I now cursed?
I got myself some water, but nothing quenches thirst
Now I realize, it is all so clear
I'm just a memory, God, just left me here

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