If I Died Tonight by Seizure

Time for her to leave, she will be back soon
And so I waited, the sun changed to the moon
The hour hand passed, still no sign of her
I just told myself, she'll come back I'm sure
She knew I was sick, and I needed pills
If she's not back fast, again I will get chills

Where the hell is she? She promised she would call
She said she was running, only to the mall
She said she was worried, that it might get worse
I think that it is, it just won't disperse
Since she's worried sick, she'll be back soon right?
I told myself that, until day turned to night

I know if I cared, I wouldn't leave long
I thought that was right, I guess I was wrong
If she really cared, why would she leave me?
Joints are now hurting, I can't feel my knee
My head is throbbing, I need medication
She's been sick before, she knows my frustration

I guess it doesn't matter, half the day has passed
I feel a lot worse, I am fading fast
I forgot how it felt, to be so alone
I want to pass out, ring you f**king phone!
I am so confused, this doesn't seem right
Would she even notice, if I died tonight?

Luc () -- Tuesday, May 28 2002, 05:16 am

Wow
wow very nice that shit actully brought a damn tear to my eye. you truly have the gift. keep on writing its the only way to stay sane well it is for me anyways dont let ya gift go to waste and such :)

Barbara (216.129.37.250) -- Wednesday, August 7 2002, 04:58 pm

sorry
I 'm sorry if this happened to you. nothing worse than feeling all alone.
I love real feelings I think that's why it's so easy for you to write. keep saying your feelings on paper.

Leah (12.232.5.189) -- Monday, March 24 2003, 02:34 am

OMG!
WOW! This poem is really sad! But it made me realize who would really care if i died? Grate poem though!

anonymous (64.66.196.113) -- Saturday, November 1 2003, 06:22 pm

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How could a person do that to you, especially when your'e sick! I tell you, ppl these days, no consideration for others. OH, and great poem

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