Now I know that I will fade, far more than before
I feel this loneliness, killing me once more
It seems everytime I grab the stars and smile
Something finally catches me and makes me not worthwhile
My whole body aches, I fear my life ahead
When I look down the road, I heed every word he said
My dad said to me, that I would not survive
The real world outside, why am I alive?

Please can someone save me, I wish I could be glad
But past still finds me, I hate the life I had
I'm so paranoid, I snap at everyone
I shouldn't be like this, why was I my parent's son?
I am so angry, I'll tear my skin away
Why doesn't anyone, ever even stay?
All the stress in the world, is beating down on me
I reach for my pills, for what I need help to be

I hear rain outside, tears overflow my eyes
What people feel for me, eventually dies
They tell me all is fine, then tightly grip their knife
They stick it in my back, everyone in my life
I tried to be hopeful, I wish to be someone
I know that I will slip, it's already begun
I've reached so damn hard, for what I should be
It seems that happiness, was never meant for me

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