When I looked around, the world was cold and gray
When I saw myself, I saw one that should pay
I hated everything, I hated everyone
My family they disowned me, so I was no one's son
I had no one left, when I moved up here
I thought it would help, but it brought me near
To death so many times, and pain that wouldn't end
I tried so hard to live, the pain I couldn't mend

Coming close to rock bottom, again I sensed my fate
Again I felt disgust, again I felt the hate
But then all of a sudden, straight out of the blue
A girl that I liked, seemed to like me too
I just felt so happy, when she was around
Her voice soothed my ears, a very beautiful sound
Her touch was so warm, her eyes were always bright
She never hated me, it just seemed so right

I thought life might turn, around the other way
It kept getting better, I was hopeful of that day
She told me my worries, all should finally fade
So I made the decision, that just should be made
I will try life again, to make the best of it
I can sort through all this, even all the shit
I think I might survive, everything that's instore
I just feel much better, much better than before

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