I'm Tired by Seizure

The buildup of everything, has finally led to this
My mind is suggesting, that I should cut my wrist
I grip to false hope, I gaze into the wall
There is just no way, I'll let them make me fall
But what can I do, to sway from suicide
Because it seems I've lost, the last bit of my pride

I just don't understand, anything anymore
I thought I knew it all, at least more than before
I wish just for once, things were as they appear
But it never is, so i'm closer to my fear
That everything I cling to, drifts away from me
And all I feel is true, really isn't free

I'm tired of the cutting, I'm tired of rain
I'm tired of liars, I'm tired of pain
I'm tired of life, I'm tired of routine
I'm tired of sleeping, I'm tired of being mean
I'm tired of myself, I'm tired of hurt
I'm tired of work, I'm tired of dirt

I need to grow up, and go change my ways
So I can enjoy, all the sun's hot rays
What is my problem, is it really hard
People seem to do it, my life's just been scared
So I am repressed, away from the crowd
No matter what I say, I'm just not that loud

Chhara Chhay (64.12.96.137) -- Wednesday, September 25 2002, 01:04 am

its great
i think your poem is very true for alot or people i know its just how one of my friend feels but i bet that almost everyone feels that way especially in middle skewl so i think your poem is awsome ok. . . . . . well bub bi

millie (205.188.209.112) -- Wednesday, October 30 2002, 03:20 am

awesome!
you poem is great great great! i enjoy reading it, it has a good rhyme

Leah (12.232.5.189) -- Wednesday, March 12 2003, 02:29 am

Good Poem but.....
This poem really touched me and i thought it was really good but please be careful. Don't give up ur life it will get better. Stop cutting its not worth your life. I Do Care!

anonymous (67.80.116.193) -- Thursday, June 12 2003, 01:05 am

no title
this is almost exactly how im feeling......glad you could put your feelings into words

emerald (152.163.253.38) -- Tuesday, February 3 2004, 04:41 am

love your poem
its great thats all I have to say

Louis Anzil (76.110.31.241) -- Tuesday, March 11 2008, 11:17 am

great job
i agree with chhara on this one great job!

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