Deepest Cut Of All by Seizure

They all think me strange, then they curse my name
I turn toward my family, but they do the same
I try to call my dog, he just runs away
I can feel it coming, I'm slipping again today
I return to my room, to find my only friend
It is a small razor, help me meet my end

As I pull it from it's box, light reflects the blade
I roll my left sleeve, and see all that it's made
I see the deeper cuts, the scars will never heal
I start to slightly tremble, from the ice cold steel
I grip the top tightly, and prepare to make a cut
Here I go again, I'm ready with eyes shut

I slide the blade across, to make cut number one
This is for the stress, and things I won't get done
I take another slice, there goes number two
For all the world's liars, these people know just who
Starting to get warmed up, I plunge in for number three
I can finally feel it, my emotions setting free

I just keep cutting, even though I no longer feel
It's as though I were possessed, as though this isn't real
I'm sprung back to my senses, when I kicked the door
I see just what I've done, while sprawled out on the floor
I tell myself I'm stupid, when I feel the pain
I walk again outside, and disappear into the rain

Leah (12.232.5.189) -- Sunday, March 23 2003, 04:32 am

Still Crying
Oh my that would be one of my worst times of crying from one of your poems! It is good and all but why? I just don't understand all that has happened to lead to all of this. Please tell me. Mean while i need a klenex. Good poem.(obviously if it made me cry)

Kahla (216.67.198.204) -- Thursday, June 3 2004, 11:06 pm

dang
Damnnn.... thats harsh! i can so relate to that and the poem touched me deeply!

batafish22 (64.72.57.205) -- Friday, December 17 2004, 09:24 pm

me too
ive read quite a few poems on this site, and yours is the ONE i can really relate to. I am the same way, and your poem just tells like it is. VERY GOOD

batafish22 (64.72.57.205) -- Monday, December 20 2004, 11:07 pm

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can i use this poem, since, like i said, its the one that best explains me?

blade (168.221.27.195) -- Monday, February 14 2005, 08:06 pm

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I can realy relate!!!

hailey (24.118.174.5) -- Monday, May 16 2005, 02:49 am

wOw iT hUrTz ReAdIn
hey gurl like ppl said it is very sad n GREAT keep makin more but also it explains me very well n i am sorry if this poem explains u....no one should be able to feel what that poem says...love ya

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