I try to tell her how I feel but I'm always stopped by fear
My feelings I need to reveal to her, but she is never here
Maybe she is really just trying to avoid me
Doesn't she at least know that I'm really very lonely?
All of my pain would be more than worthwhile
If for one more time, I could see her smile

I really want to call her but I don't want her mad
If I call too much, she'll probably get her dad
I think of all the times we really could have had
The more I think about it, the more it makes me sad

When I hear the phone ring it is never her
I need to tell her something; but when, I'm not sure
When she passes by, I can't help but stare
I look into her eyes; I know love is there
I know I'm no prize, and that you'd rather die
You just mean so much to me; can't you please just try?

I really want to call her but I don't want her mad
If I call too much, she'll probably get her dad
I think of all the times we really could have had
The more I think about it, the more it makes me sad

Call it wishful thinking; call it what you want
Just tell me yes or no, it's better than this taunt
If there's one thing I can't do, it's get you off my mind
Can't we just go out, and leave this all behind?
I really don't have much, but what I have is yours
Most of what I offer, can't be bought in stores

I really want to call her but I don't want her mad
If I call too much, she'll probably get her dad
I think of all the times we really could have had
The more I think about it, the more it makes me sad

I just want you to know, that I'm here for you
It really doesn't matter, what you're going through
I'll be right here; I'll never leave your side
Don't let anything stop you, even foolish pride
If you don't like me, please don't lead me on
I'm used to playing the fool, and being someone's pawn

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