Needing to release, all the things you feel
It takes time, for these things to heal
This is just our first conversation
But somehow you stole all my compassion
I wish only the best life for you
No one should suffer what you're going through

I wish you weren't so sad
What happened that could be so bad
What do you do
When paradise tires of you
And you tire of the life you had

Time is all I've been able to use
It doesn't help seems I always lose
The world hates me, why I'm not sure
I want to be better but there is no cure
This took so long because my life's on hold
It happened when her life support was pulled
I cried outside up on my lawn
What made me happy now is forever gone

wish you weren't so sad
What happened that could be so bad
What do you do
When paradise tires of you
And you tire of the life you had

Oh my god, that is very bad
You are just way too fucking sad
Please can you just go away
And don't again come back to me
I can no longer put up with this
I know it'll make you very pissed
But know you just pull me down
I'll laugh when you're in the ground
So you know I just told everyone
Why you ask? It was so damn fun
Thanks for giving me that much pleasure
Those are moments that I will treasure

I wish you weren't so sad
What happened that could be so bad
What do you do
When paradise tires of you
And you tire of the life you had

Now I have an idea in my head
In a few moments I will be dead
You think it's funny, so ponder this
I pull the trigger; do you think I'll miss?
You pissed me off, well you're right
The last thing I'll see is a spark of light
Fade to black is what's coming for me
I'll be there from now to eternity

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