Hands gripping the wheel
Slipping into how I feel
Sweat dripping down my face of steal
As I see insanity become real
I bet I'm tripping into space
Another skitzo episode in place
Sometimes it's such a load to take
To have to face the road I make
I trace every mistake
To lead me to here where I break
And throw everything in life at stake
Wondering what's after the lake
Depression is smashing my head
As I look ahead at the bend
The bottem of the fall, my only friend
I'd give it all up, just to have the pain end
Everyday theres more rain to send,
Another way to make yet another loose end
But the loose ties are ever knotted
They form nothing but a neuse
They form together to make the sanity I loose
Thinking of the pain as I cruise
I pray to god at the cliff that there will be
A tight rope for me to use
To find a hope that will gather me
From sending my car into the open sea
So as I sit here, with me and my car
I sit back and think about the way things are
I sink in the ring that make me into this falling star
I've been stalling to long
To start crawling on my knees
But everythings been so wrong
I beg to myself for the pain to seize
Where ever I am I don't belong
I dont want to want to die anymore please

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