Inject me with words of what you think of me
Never occured to me that you'd be the one hurting me
You certaintly linked into thinking that you can make me sink
I've reached the edge of this ledge
And I'll wait til you blink to push you ever and make you sink underneath
Hold you there so you can't breath, can't believe I find you leavin
You're misconceiving my mind, I'll put you back in line one last time
Come here and I'll combind you with your fears
Compare you to me, Stare and you'll see everything I bare to be seen
I'm comin clean, sharin my dream, forcin you to see the worst in me
Of course I'm mean after all that's been done to me
If I was you I'd run from me too
Find someone to crawl to to try to save you from fallin through
It's too bad for you that I'm brawlin with you
I'm chokin you til you turn blue, broke you up in peices
Of course there's reasons, I'm seizing back what's mine
Getting you back this time, stabbin you from behind
Diggin out my insides, after all that you've inclined
You've got yourself in a bind,
You never thought I'd come back to take what's mine
Finally takin back my mind that you sedated, you messed with my head
Dressed it up with consepts of nonsence, but now that that's faded
I've waited so long to state out all that I've hated
And now that it's written in context, maybe you can see all the consepts you're missin
And I don't even care if you're listnin to all this mess that I've mixed in
I'm finally fixin my youth that you screwed by never tellin the truth
And yellin at me to move out at fourteen, I couldn't forsee it comin
But now I see you runnin cuz I'm comin back to verbally attack you
For all that you put me through, you've done all you can do
Dont ever say sorry you didn't raise me, cuz it didn't phaze me
Just made me crazy, so now maybe you can see what I mean in all I have to say
Theres just one more thing I have to say to you
Please remember that for everything you put me through in a day
Is all the reasons for why I am the way I am today

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