There's two of me, i just can't explain,
how different both sides are, they both are rather insane
I'll try to tell you each side at it's best
but there's so much more, i just can't explain the rest

Take your personality, and split it in two
Now pretend that neither one of them is YOU.
The first side here, is all about normality
Although it never feels like your in reality.

Everything that happens, occurs fast without warning
A day seems like a minute, and you're at the next morning
Can't remember what you've just said, you always forget
Every minute in this fast lane, is your life with a threat

This side of you comes out for a week
Then it's time for the other side to peek
You start getting bitchy, and thinking about death
How should i die? maybe cocaine? or meth?

This side makes you become completely diverse
Instead of counting on ur friends, you deside to disperse
Becoming a loner in doing everything
You need to calm down but your moods are in full swing

Thoughts of death are many in both cases
But as I've explained, they are totally different places.
I do not choose to be in one or the other
It's all about who wins the fight between one another

I wish I could just get rid of them both
But my mind seems to be in loath
I just want to make either side see
That I do need to get help, so that I can finally be JUST ME

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