My Dream.. My Love by Simik

i dont see it anymore
the reason i live
is it because i am mentally killed?
murderered, spilled?
a ink bottle with no lid?
i am but my own dream, creation or whatnot
sitting here forever staring blankly
my life eats away as i stand there breathing
not eating
without sleeping
i waste my life for what i do
my schoolwork doesnt matter
nothing anymore does
just wish it were all gone
the lights, the life, the thoughts
all deserve to be gone
its all going away
my life has finally began to fade
there it goes down that hole
forever...
gone...
did i mean to chase it?
banish it?
i dont know why i did that
im souless now
damned to doom
doomed forever
dead for eternity
but im still here...
how, why, its all a ponder
a lost thought in my own mind
we all need our selves to survive
but once we die, its forever
no matter how you put it,
its gone once, and not coming back...

Angel Laney (205.188.209.5) -- Wednesday, September 24 2003, 06:05 pm

no title
Reading this brought back a lot of memories for me. I've been this deep in depression before. Keep looking ahead. Don't give up on life, love, happiness, and success.

Timothy Reynolds (216.165.188.139) -- Saturday, September 27 2003, 12:22 am

It Takes Time
Ask The Lord for help. He will! But don't expect everything to go away over night, it will take time.
I know from experience. It took a few years before I considered myself healed. IT WAS WORTH IT!!!

diav (147.9.177.76) -- Sunday, September 28 2003, 06:09 pm

no title
poems like this make me cry. its so beautifully tragic.

COPYRIGHT NOTICE: All Rights Reserved. No part of this website, including all pictures and written words, may be reproduced or copied in any manner from this website without permission of the original author of the work. All poetry and pictures herein remain the sole property of the original author and/or copyright owner. All poetry on this website has been submitted by the original author of the work. To contact any author of the work please e-mail: dreamer@dreamersreality.com so the proper person may be notified.