Holding back tears,
Wanting to cry.
It hurts so bad,
I want to die.

You don't understand,
What you put me through.
But after all the pain,
I still love you.

You'll never feel,
The pain I've felt.
You'l never deal,
With what I've dealt.

The pain gets worse,
With each day.
I pray to God,
But with me it stays.

You'll never cry,
The tears I've cried.
You'll never suffer,
Such an awful good-bye.

You seem ok,
You look just fine.
Give me your strength,
And you can have mine.

How can you look,
In the mirror each day.
Accepting the fact,
That you treated me this way.

I cry today,
And always will.
With all this rage,
I could probably kill.

I didn't cheat on you,
Or make you cry.
Although on the side,
Was a kinder, sweeter guy.

No, I wasn't with him,
Yes, I could've been.
But the love I felt got you was stronger,
Than I could ever feel with him.

I loved you too much to hurt you,
And for you I thought was the same.
When you broke my heart, you said you had problems,
Still somehow, I got the blame.

You said you wanted me,
To still be your friend.
I tried but you couldn't hande it,
And soon that came to an end.

You don't know what you want,
For some reason it's not me.
You'll go through what I've gone though,
You will... I promise... You'll see.

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