I Don't Want To Wake Up Without You
1 January, 2004
Author: Terrie*
I don't want wake up anymore
now that your not going to be around
I wish I could hold you like before
but...soon you'll be laid in the ground
my heart has been shattered
nothing else seems to matter
how do I keep these tears paused
only your memory seems embossed
our life moved too fast
why is it that good things never last?
why do I feel so empty inside?
why do I feel such a big void after I've cried
I don't want to get out of bed
I wish more could be said
you, I simply will never forget
but... I don't want to cry
tell me again, why? why... did you have to die?
I was teared up when I read your chart
you had a very sick heart
your heart was full of love that kept me very satisfied
even when you couldn't be at my side
I want to wake up next to you
just one more time to get me thru
losing you made me feel like I didn't love enough
why does life have to be so cruel and so tough?
I cannot escape what I feel
I wish for once my feelings were not real
our future was delayed
a bit longer I prayed and wished you could of stayed
I have my family confused
their help and support I totally refused
I want to be alone
I don't want to be alone
what do I do?
I am so confused
for the very first time my heart is abused
I know it was not in our control
but this literally tore me apart
how does one handle a broken heart?
I don't want to wake up without you..
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Comments on this poem/writing:
| Clive B Ringshall (63.184.0.185, 2) -- Saturday, January 3 2004, 02:06 am This I guess is everyone's fear, that the special person in thier life will someday leave. Your words are great, However I hope a long way to come. Good work. |
| Megan (152.163.252.228) -- Saturday, January 3 2004, 05:39 am I know exactly what you mean , only in a different way. |
| Terrie* (67.24.36.102) -- Saturday, January 3 2004, 06:36 am thank you both for your comments ...this was very real...my one and only died 13 years ago...Thanx for reading/commenting.Terrie* |
| anonymous (68.74.67.52) -- Saturday, January 3 2004, 03:28 pm "i want to be alone, i dont want to be alone, what do i do" that perfectly sumed up, the confusion we get when we lose someone special. |
| Ash (63.53.118.184) -- Tuesday, January 6 2004, 12:30 am This was absolutely beautiful! I'm sorry that you are feeling so much pain. But this poem was really great. |
| Terrie* (65.148.211.115) -- Tuesday, January 6 2004, 05:44 pm Thank you both for taking the time to read/comment actually this happened 12-1/2 years ago. and yeap i was in so much great pain . it was hard snapping out of it back then. but life has a way to help ease 'n heal that pain called time . i still miss him but i have learned to accept it.i was literally helpless but... my children were a big help they are extremely awesome even at a very young age, they were really all i had... they helped me focus on things .working in the medical field i've learned to accept lifes tragedies...not that i like it, but i am able to help another soul facing the same situation. many have become widows at a much younger age than i...it was a ife lesson i learned real quick..so most of the poems that you are reading are about my husband , that i wrote when i meet him, during our courtship,marriage many occcasions in our life..and thru his death.i'm just re-hatching them for old time sake. thanx again , i hope you enjoy the others as well. HAPPY NEW YEAR! Terrie* |
| Tricia (206.230.22.59) -- Tuesday, January 13 2004, 12:26 am Terrie, First off a great poem like many others i have read of yours. This poem relates to me right now yet i havent lost my love for good he is just gone for a while. Today i had to send him back to kuwait it was so hard to do. the 18 days he was home felt like a life time. And now i must wake up with out him by myside. Thank you so much Terrie, for giving me something to smile about and thank god he is still in my life. We shall make it threw just like you have Tricia |
| Terrie* (65.148.214.103) -- Tuesday, January 13 2004, 06:44 pm thank you for your touching comment. Have a very pleasant day!!! Terrie* P.S. congratulations & i'm sorry he had to return to Kuwait...keep ya in my prayers.... |
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