The Darkness Inside by Tony

The human heart is a funny thing
It starts life and death does it also bring
It's violent by nature and passive to
It just depends on the person and their mood
Some people choose to stop the violent side
They choose to cooperate with the nice inside
But for some unknown reason, which I always wonder why
The more right you have on your side the more hurt you feel inside
I have been walking this tight rope most of my life
I have only let the violent slip out once in my lifetime
But for some reason it was one of the best times of my life
I knew it was wrong so I stashed it away
But it fights and fights to let the a**hole in me slip away
I just can't do it I don't like to roll that way
But I'm almost at that point the point of breaking
Where I just don't give a f*ck where I just wanna start swingin
I feel like breaking things and people's heads open with my fists
And the funny thing is it feels liberating the more I envision the sin
It feels great and I want to do it more and more
I hate that side of me I hate it with a passion
I wish it wasn't a part of me but I have no choice
I have to fight it and hope I can win this obstacle course
And keep the evil side of me out of the ordeals
I know it will just make things worse and that is definitely something I don't want
But it feels so good and I'm just too tired of the hurt
I see others who live with their evil out on their sleeve
And they have all the things that are not granted to me
Life isn't easy I'm loosing this fight
I need some help but I feel all alone at night
This could just be me maybe I'm blind to others
I need people to come I need people to see
I need people that care what happens to me
I need someone to help and love me
I need someone to come and stop the other me
I love the way I am but the hurt is too much
The pain I feel inside is starting to crush my heart
The other side is trying to rear its ugly head like the Hulk
The side that wants to wipe away the tears that want to fill my eyes
Is the side I want to keep from the outside
Its funny something so bad helps me out in a way
But I hate it and I want to stow it away
I'm tired of crying on the inside but I don't want to swing on the out
The solution may be simple but it takes another person to work out
Yet again I need someone that cares I need someone to help
But most of all I need someone to be there for me when I'm down
I need a person here to keep the darkness away
Its kind of funny basically I need someone to save me from..me

not 1st guy (24.168.132.195) -- Wednesday, June 18 2003, 05:11 pm

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OMG UR AWESOME!

mark (24.168.132.195) -- Wednesday, June 18 2003, 05:12 pm

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wow man that was deep....nice job

Rose (65.29.169.195) -- Friday, June 20 2003, 04:47 am

......
i feel u....

kaos (24.160.185.163) -- Thursday, October 30 2003, 01:16 am

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u kno what sometimes i feel the same way so i do kno how u feel and sometimes i try to ignore but the pain and suffering keeps coming in with stronger and stronger hits everytime and it just pushes its way out most of the time but when u found the one that really does care for you, it all starts healing back up and it will soon go away, believe me.

XoForeverXo (24.75.7.216) -- Wednesday, November 17 2004, 12:31 am

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"the more right u have on ur side, the more hurt u feel inside" very true, i like!

thedarkside (67.186.71.14) -- Monday, March 27 2006, 02:32 am

Holy SH*T
that poem was awsome man it actually represents me the more times i read it the more it is true about wat it means

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