Revenge by Tonya

My mission is to hurt every guy, no matter how kind their hearts.
I want to shred them up, I want to tear them apart.
I want to show them how it feels to be hurting everyday.
I want them to know how it feels to be ruined in every way.

I shall lie to them and play games with their heads.
They shall ponder my next move, and my words they will analyze at night in their beds.
They will wait for me to call them, and I never will.
They will confess that they care, then their hearts will I steal.
Then I shall start a collection, from now until then.
And I won't stop until I have ruined all men.

Yes, I'am player, but they made me this way.
I once was innocent, but now I rejoice in my player days.
I love to hurt them, they should know how I once felt.
They should feel all the pain, and the blows I was delt.

I hope they are frustrated with the way they are treated.
And when they are useless to me, they are automatically deleted.
I want them to know who is causing their pain and to curse my name.
I hope they realize, when it's too late, that it's all part of my game.

daisy (198.81.26.46) -- Friday, February 13 2004, 04:49 am

D*MN
I don't know you so please if my comment seems personal I apologize, but you must of been f**ked over bad by someone you though was "The One"! And I could be totally off track with this, but getting hurt is all part of falling in love. Love is a game and just like any other game sometimes we lose. Belive me I know all too well how fun it is turning the tables on a guy, but you're whole revenge trip is a bit freaky and kinda sad. For me, there confused face expression; being dumbfounded on what the hell just happened was the thrill of it all. The early bird always catches the worm is what my Grandmother is always telling me so I'd be damn if I was the one "Who Got Got" But I've grown up and discovered one important thing; not all men are the same (key word being "MEN") Playing games, getting f**ked over even f**king people over is all part of growing up. You learn a bit more each time, sometimes even about yourself. But if you stayed scared from one event in your life and don't allow yourself to feel anything but that pain your closed heart will never allow you to experiance how wonderful love and happiness can be. Being hurt, betrayed what ever it is, is a f**ked up thing. And the pain it carries can be unbearable, and by all means allow yourself the somewhat grieving period of it, lash out if you must but then get the f**k over it. Don't let yoursef die because of it.
Like I said I may not know what the f**k I'm talking about and be totally far from the point but that's just my input which I belive in completley (and I have the wonderful husband to prove it) Love comes to everyone,.....that allow themself to accept it! (edited)

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