Finally by Tzuhsi

People look and wonder why
When they ask I start to cry
I always tell them a crazy lie
Then I run and say good bye
A cat scratched me
Yes that's what it did
I made them believe every word that I said
They have no idea what happened at home
No cule I did it all on my own
I'm sick and tired of fighting this fight
It's time to end it all
End it all tonight
I'm tired of crying at night
Where is that tunnel with that big bright light
Hold on a second
I can't yet go
I will tell you of some of my sorrow and woe
Here it is from the beginning
You think I'm kidding because I'm grinning
I once tried to kill myself when I was 9 or 10
It's about time I try it again
Everyday you see a smile on my face
I was trying to hide that I truly wanted out of this place
Its not your fault I hate this place so
I've been searching for some way to go
They told me I was fat and ugly
And there is no reason to cry
Every time they tell me this
I want to ball up and die
Forget you all
i don't need you
You could have stopped me
But all you said was screw you
I've searched for ways to take my life
With a gun
Maybe this sharp knife
No
None of them sound right
I know exactly what I will try tonight
Now it is time for me to go
In a way that no one knows
I went to the bathroom and looked up high
Look what I found
There's a twinkle in my eye
Look at all the bottle of pills around
Open the bottle
Pop 1
Pop 2
Pop 3
And pop 4
Now I see myself motionless on the floor
Finally I did it
I am out of this place
I'm up there were everything is ok
An I am no longer a disgrace

Lady Moon (206.214.64.203) -- Saturday, October 4 2003, 02:12 am

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Great tones and beat. Kind of like the way people comprehend there life so sadly until it's too late. Great job!

Ash (65.73.59.235) -- Saturday, October 4 2003, 04:56 pm

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i have nver read any of your work but I already hope to read more. This was great and I loved the whole beat to it. Really Good!

Stephanie (12.8.236.10) -- Friday, February 3 2006, 11:57 pm

WOW
great that was good hope to read more of ur work amazing poem

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