Addict by Tzuhsi

Full of pain deep inside
No where to run
No where to hide
People ask are you ok
My response is yes
What else can I say
I don't tell them of my pain inside
Maybe I am just to full of pride
I hate that I can't get it out
I hate it floats all about
People wouldn't understand why
That I don't do this to die
I have to wear long sleeves
Just so they won't see
The scars on my arms
That I hide with beautiful charms
I wish I could stop cutting
It leaves all these ugly scars
I do this to stay alive
It is the only way I know how to survive
I dreamed of quitting
But who am I kidding
I can't quit
I'm an addict

anonymous (68.7.4.19) -- Wednesday, September 10 2003, 08:02 am

no title
SAD

Leah (142.59.104.228) -- Wednesday, September 17 2003, 06:38 am

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its not sad its life, but it doesnt have to be like that. Life brings alot of crap our way but its up to us to overcome things up to us to be strong 4 ourselves. If your hurting yourslef cuz of past hurts your only making your wound deeper the wound in yourh eart and now your skin......just start looking for what you have to fix and fix it you can just try.....its up to YOU to be happy only you can help yourself.......you can

JustMeAndMyRazor (64.72.57.205) -- Friday, December 17 2004, 11:45 pm

Leah
not that its any of my business, but i dont think that will help. ive tried to just fix it and just stop and it got me nowhere it just made it worse

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