My Immortal, My Despair
25 April, 2004
Author: La_LonLey_Dreamer
~ The icy cold chill upon my skin as I grab the razor and dig it in.
It cuts across my skin releasing pain like a peircing scream, if only someone could hear it.
The pain within.
No matter what its there, I cry for help, yet no one hears.
I fall down into the depths of this dark and empty soul.
I lie here on the floor motionless just the drip-drop of the red laced ribbon gliding from my wrist and hitting the floor.
If i love myself why must i do this?
To feel relieved or just to bleed, why do i care, what does it matter the pain will alwayz be there.
My immortal, and my despair is my life I just don't care.
I grab the razor once again dig it in a little deeper into my scars of pain that tell my life story.
My Immortal & My Despair
------- Author's Notes -------
This poem is about me, my life how i choose to deal with things I know its not the best way but until i find a better way the scars will always be my immortal and my biggest despair. |
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Comments on this poem/writing:
| kathy (10.113.44.139) -- Thursday, April 29 2004, 07:45 pm i know how you feel i do the same thing and i love the poem |
| Emily (24.177.66.29) -- Sunday, May 2 2004, 04:36 am I can deffinatley relate i do it to your poems really good |
| JustMeAndMyRazor (64.72.57.205) -- Friday, December 17 2004, 11:40 pm i also can relate, and i kno how u feel |
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