I don't hate you
I can promise you that
I know I've changed
And I know not for the best
I know I'm different now
And I'm sorry but this is who I am
I cut because I'm depressed
Because people make me feel so messed up
Candice is supposed to be my best friend
But she talks behind my back with Krystal
John can't decide if he wants to be my friend or not
He says he cares about me but I don't think he does
Ryan just won't leave me alone
He makes fun of me and don't know when to stop
Rachel found out I'm suicidal
And I told her not to care, so she doesn't
And now she doesn't trust me
Patricia makes me seem bad
And she thinks I use her
And Destiny agrees
Jonathan makes me feel bad
For breaking up with him
But he says he still loves me
Kyle broke my heart
But I guess I broke his too
Sarah doesn't hang out with me as much now
And I'm scared she don't like me anymore
Brooke makes me seem so wrong about everything
She makes it seem like I do the wrong things
Because of these people I wanna die
But I know if I told them the truth
They would really hate me
And I'm scared of that
But I read somewhere
Real friends don't make you wanna die
So does that mean.....
All these people aren't really my friends?

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