Eve Of Christmas by Sincer

With so much misery and violence,
I still remain silenet,
With so much death and Pain,
How can there ever be any gain,
man nothing is the same,
Its a tragedy,
to feel agony,
it all happen at once three deaths in a day,
man i never thought it would happen this way,
me standing beside the bed,
wishing i could take the baseball tumor out the side of my sons head,
they telling me he wont live,
they saying we have given all we can give,
me kissing his cheek,
wishing he would wake, but knowing he is in his eternal sleep,
i finally kissed my son for the last time,
doctors pulled the plug and i closed my eyes,
I asked the Lord why'd my son have to die?,
for all my mistakes, i never thought this would take place, but now it has,
but i dont think i can grasp,
so i go home and i see my peeps,
instead of going home and trying to sleep,
I see my three brothers and they tell me get in,
these are my favorite brothers my close of kin,
I still dont understand why the next disaster was losing them,
I told them pull over and let me change clothes,
they said cool we gonna f*ck with some hoes,
i got out the car and moved down the street,
I saw some SA's(Mexican Gang Members)pull up and say hey homes u weak,
and befor i could blink,I heard the gun shots,
I saw the car pull off man i was hot,
from the story i heard from my brother who lived,
my brother that was driving made it to the hospital,
and died in the car,
the one in the drivers seat,was carried by the one in the back, they got to the desk and the one that carried died just like that, so now im at the hospital griving over there death,
thinking damn GOD what else u got left,
I dont kow how u could have miss this,
it all happen on the EVE of CHRISTMAS!

ALL my peoms have happen so dont think i just write about death its just something i experience alot!

Rick Ryckman (71.97.28.53) -- Monday, November 13 2006, 05:28 am

Sincer
Yes my father and brother died 9 days apart. That was 34 years ago! It still feels like it was yesterday. So I can understand and relate to what you are going through.

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