Light shone through the cracks the clouds created in the sky. Light from the sun. Sunlight, Sunshine. It calmed me. Soothed me. I gave my secrets to the sky, held my heart in open hands as an offering. Offering myself. My love. My friendship. I shared more than one could share with anything or anyone. I shared everything inside of me.I gave the sunshine that comforted me so many times more than I ever thought I'd give anything or anyone. All the while not noticing that the clouds had parted completely - leaving the sunshine to blind me. Oh, Sunlight, Sunshine. How it blinded me. And then out of anger, out of revenge, my sunshine decieved me. I felt the cold pounding of hail that fell from the newly formed black clouds above scarring my heart. I glared at the sky crying. Out of pain...and anger. Looking, searching the skies above for the sunshine I once knew. But it hurt too bad. It hurts too bad. The image, the pain, the feel of that hail scarring my heart remains. The peircing trails of the tears still visible. I'll never be able to look at that sunlight, never be able to see this sunshine the same. Never. I'll forever feel the pain. I'd apologize if it were my place ...but it's not. And I'd forgive...if that part of my heart that that sunshine created weren't burned so badly by that same sunshine....Goodbye...Goodbye Sunshine.

I wrote this poem inspired by a situation in my life, trying to find a way to write a goodbye without sounding like a stubborn biznitch who's not even thinking about the situation. Betrayal or deciet of this form is hard to get over, simply because it's too painful. Revenge ruined us "Sunshine"....not a guy.