Never Going Home by Seizure

I see my life then it fades away
It's a petty torment that I'm to pay
I paid enough in life, why must I now in death?
Screams last forever when they need no breath
Everything I've done, everything I've been
Hitting up my drugs, slashing up my skin
Get out of my head, it's messing up my brain
I'm about to snap, I am going insane

What do I do, what do I say
All my joys, they've all gone away
I've got Hell before me and the world at my back
Building up the pressure until I just crack
No one left to help and no one left to care
This sh*t that God made is just so unfair
Take my soul now I don't have a fate
Now I know it's true but it's all too late

I can never fill the gap that's left in my heart
I know I'm very sorry but it's only a start
I'm down here forever and it's time to just see
Absolutely nothing I can do to save me
I'm to burn forever deep within the flame
Cursed for centuries known without a name
Whether deep in life or all deep in hell
I don't have a life, I can not rebel
I just exist now I don't have a role
But why should I care it is not my soul?

LinzAy (24.27.237.195) -- Thursday, April 29 2004, 04:24 pm

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I love that line "Screams last forever when they need no breath" Great writing Seiz :)

~Lindsay

Seizure (68.158.68.252) -- Sunday, May 16 2004, 09:59 pm

wow...
LinzAy, due to the fact you were the first comment on all three new poems, I have to wonder if you hover over that keyboard... they were all different days... perhaps you have some form of sixth sense telling you to "get online, now!" I can't explain it... I sure you can't either...

Appreciated though, like always... we'll talk again soon.

Choker (24.239.89.85) -- Sunday, July 2 2006, 03:45 pm

no title.
I found this poem a couple years ago and it quenched my thirst for something darker than me, and it still has that effect. I love the line "Whether deep in life or all deep in hell". I don't know if that's what you were thinking of when you wrote it but its kinda like life=hell, literally. There are no joys, "they've all gone away".

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