My Choice by La_LonLey_Dreamer

Should I be sad,or should I be mad?
Should I cry, should I worry, should I even bother?
Should I say I'm sorry once more should I be upset that you started callin me a whore?

Do you think what you say effects me each and every day?
Do you think you've turned my skies gray? Do you think I couldn't make a mistake once at the most twice? Do you think I didn't care and that's why I made them?

I wanted to take it all back, I wanted to make all this my past, I wanted to be back together, I wanted you to forgive and give me another chance, I wanted us to start all over again, I wanted us to still be friends.

I can't take none of this back, i can't make us be together , I can't make you forgive me, I can't tell you to give me another chance, I can't ask you to still be friends.

I won't ask you back out, I won't try to change my past, I won't ask for your forgiveness, I won't ask to still be your friend, I won't ask to start all over again, I won't fall back in love with you so,
Should I still be upset?
Do you still think you make me cry?
I wanted us to forget each other.
I can't stand leaving you,but
I won't fall back in love with you.

This poem was about my struggle getting over someone i thought I loved and he loved me back ,but when your in love and its real you don't constantly cry unless their tears of joy and my tears where full of pain and he only let me see the mistakes I made and this poem made me realize that "I" am capable to do whatever I want I have a choice and i didn't feel helpless anymore.

hushy (80.6.138.109) -- Sunday, May 9 2004, 12:23 pm

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very true,amazing how a person can just lay the way they are feeling in a poem.very good

Meridian (152.163.253.8) -- Monday, May 10 2004, 08:22 pm

I understand to the max....
La_LonLey_Dreamer, I understand what you're talking about! When someone only sees your faults, and fails to look beyond your good points! When someone is too selfish to forgive you of your unintentional mistakes.... When someone breaks your heart over the least little thing..... That person really doesn't know the true meaning of the 4 letter word, LOVE. Very realistic and emotional La_LonLey_Dreamer! It is indeed painful, but I believe you can come out of your tough situation with a smile across your face in the end!! Have fun!

Smile,

Meridian

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