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How Could You
14 October, 2003
Author: Lucky

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When we were together wasn't it great.
When we did nothing it was the best time
we ever had.
Just being with you made me feel happy.

Your kind and gentle eyes.
Your sweet and loving kisses.
Your sense of knowing something was wrong.
Never in a million years would I have thought
it would end this way.

You stopped looking at me with those eyes.
When you kissed me nothing was there and
you never seemed to care.
When we talked it seemed as though you were
far away.
The last time we talked I said I could never
love you the same again.
I gave you a fragile heart,
bruised but not yet broken, from the past.
And when you told me I wasn't your
only one.
Did you hear it break?
You must have because it shattered so quickly.
It made a horrible noise.
When I fell to the floor and cried and
you tried to make me feel better.
All you did was bring more anger.
How could you do that?
How could you break my heart like that when
I gave it so freely.

We fought and I tried to leave.
I couldnt be around you.
I couldn't let you touch me when you
touched her.
You tried to calm me with a kiss.
I couldnt let you kiss me because I knew you
kissed her.
You begged to get back with me, but how would
I be able to.
I knew that you kissed her and hugged her.
How could I see you the same way.

When I walked out and you followed and begged for my heart.
I filled with tears.
I knew I couldn't, even though I wanted to.
You began to cry and you hugged me.
That was the hardest part seeing you like that.
How could I be okay with what you did?

You said in the beginning you wouldn't see her again
That was a LIE.
You said we would be together forever.
That was a LIE.
How could I trust you now when you LIED about
everything.
I cant trust you anymore.

So I'll just walk away
SAD
ANGRY
and HUMILIATED
If you actually loved me.
How could you?

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Comments on this poem/writing:

kim (208.254.109.28) -- Friday, October 24 2003, 11:36 pm

good

i know how you feel that just happen to me 4 days ago. BY chris.P.
Lucky (65.100.215.176) -- Wednesday, November 5 2003, 03:23 am

thanks

thank you, most the poems i write arent directly from my life but this one was and it was really easy to write because of the experience. im sorry that it happened to you too. guys can be jerks but i still love 'em
crystal (208.254.109.28) -- Friday, February 20 2004, 07:29 pm

wow

fantastic poem, i could and can still feel the emotion in this poem.
 
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