And my heart is breaking
said I wouldn't be here again,
a place of tears and confusion
dizziness and cryin 'til your insane,
loss of all self control, knowing
wanting, needing, hoping, nothing showing,

bitterness taking hold so fast
love and hate collide with life,
sending you down, faster than the night
as you feel like a hot burning knife,
has plunged into your chest
once again just like the rest,

hoping you will get up, knowing you will fall
wishing you werent alone through this,
needing a soft, romantic, beautiful soul
to appear and forever be your loving bliss,
believing they exist but not realising where
anger causes a icy frozen tear.