i fall apart
as I think of you
my heart cries so loud
with out you
my soul denies
that I have lost you
I cannot move on
when my thoughts
bring me back to you
my life doesn't exist
without you
I love a man
that has been so true
and yet I continue
to think of you
his heart captured mine
without realizing
that mine still had a pulse or a beat
Oh God I am so in love with this man
he doesn't force or pressure me
into anything I do not want
with my soul
I want this man so
he and I are just
like you and I once were
we are so different in so many ways
we are as opposite
as night and day
for one thing he lives so far away
but in my heart
is where I want him to stay
I want a life with him so bad
yet I know I drive him insanely mad
but since you left me
to accept your reward
and issues I delt with of much concern
I told myself I do not seek something long term
I know I said I'd never want to become anothers wife
but..i need your permisssion to accept...
he makes me so happy
like you once did
when you were alive...
i love this man so much...
he is the one that I'd love to have in my life...

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