laying here in my big and empty bed,
the strangest of ideas pops right into my head.
what would it be like to have one i love with me,
he'd always be right there and i'd never have to worry.

he'd wrap his arms around me and hold me tightly to his chest,
his presence would make me feel safe and i'd fall happily into rest.
i'd wake up in the morning to find him still right by my side,
i feel so happy knowing nothing from him i'd have to hide.

i'd run my hands through his tangeled hair and he'd waken at my touch,
he smiles at me and pulls me close, god i love him oh so much.
he smells of colone and freshly washed sheets and of lavender shampoo,
if i ever lost him i don't know what i'd ever do.

he bends his head to kiss me, i lift mine to kiss him back,
then i'm jolted awake by a heart stopping SMACK!
i'm wide awake to find that i've just rolled onto the floor,
my bed is still as empty as it was the night before.

i start to cry cause suddenly i feel so alone,
everything was in my head even the smell of colone.
until i can find somebody that can make my feel that way,
big vast and empty my bed will have to stay.

tears of lonlyness start to run down my face in a stream,
i can't believe that what i just felt was only just a dream!

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