Just Me! by Crush Me

When people look at me
They seldom see
What's really there
You'll find the "real me"
If only you can find the key

Inside my head there are very deep thoughts
Some that will never see the light of day
Thoughts about death and afterward
People, feelings, puzzles, and riddles

I may seem forgiving
But that's just a lie
I'll take the way you've hurt me
Straight to the heart
Simple things seem to escape me
But deep down I will think about them forever

Most people who think they know me, don't
I have a different face for everyone
They may think I'm happy, as happy as can be
But, yes, there are things that bother me
Hatred, lies, violence, anger, and greed

People look at me, and they don't know
That deep down inside I'm mourning a loss
A loss that will NEVER go away

But that's okay
Think what you want
It's me I need to worry about
For the more "show" I put up
The more I feel the "real me"
Disappearing, slipping away...
I am becoming the "show"

Meridian (152.163.253.8) -- Monday, July 19 2004, 06:30 pm

Oooooo yeah
Man, if I don't feel like you sometimes!
A pretender, a mask wearer..... You're right, a lot of people don't know who their friends or children really are.... And what they don't know, can't hurt them!! Hahahha.... What I mean by that is, behind their backs, I cry a lot and keep all of my sulleness inside, so they won't have to question me about what's wrong.... I'm not bad, or mischievious or anything! But, I like how you wrote this..... Wait a minute.... Let me back up.... I loooooove how you wrote it....

Doesn't it seem like sometimes, even your closest friends, don't understand you, and feels like your all alone? I've been there a few times....

PURRRRRRTY Writing girl!
Keep on, keepin on!
Smiles,
Meridian

Crush me (141.158.183.223) -- Monday, July 19 2004, 07:02 pm

thanks so much!
thanks so much meridian! i love reading your comments, it really helps me out! yes, it sometimes seemms like even your best friend, sometimes cant understand, and they know you best! but thanks so much! keep writing! and keep helping me out!

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