why aint i sleeping?
why am i crying?
why am i liein' on the floor feeling like im dieing?

why do you lie?
why do you insist on making me cry?
i just want to know
it hurts so bad way down in my heart
but you even said that one day we would part.

i blame you for nothing
your right, it's my fault
you lied,
i believed,
so then i got to cry.

i've said that i dont care'
i've said that i hate you
but those are things i've never been able to do.
i wanted to let go for the longest time,
but you made me feel feelings that are so hard to find.

i feel like i should hate you
but then again i should thank you.
if it wasnt for you i wouldnt have my best friend
ill be there for her untill the very end.
as for you and me, the end has come
everything is finally done.

i've shed a million tears for you
but im done, im done feelin blue.
i dont want to hear your name,
im done being part of you game.

so baby please dont think of me,
please dont utter my name,
and please dont call me; its the end of the game.

I fell for you hard, like ice to the ground
and pain and suffering is all that i found.
i fell into something, something with you,
but it sure wasnt love
because thats not what love is supposed to do.

Thank god i finally know what im going to do
im finally letting go of you.

But please remember one thing,
i blame you for nothing
no matter what i say ill never hate you, i still think about you every day.
so dont feel bad,
not that you would,
i blame me, myself, MY BAD

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