For you i would do anything, you know its true, i have never dont anything to hurt you. You cant see behind my pretty face, how you hurting me so.. dont you see that through your eyes you have made me lie, because if the truth be told you would have hurt me, i cant go out with my friends, but you can. You keep me locked away from the world. I have never been able to enjoy myself, because im always being told by you. You think your stronger than me, but inside your oh so weak, your only stronger because you live on my unhappiness. You strive on my tears, you breathe in my sorrow and make it your joy, you watch me cry and inside you smile! The tears that fall they once were smiles. You know its true, when i comfront you about how i feel, you never seem to care, but inside your the one who needs to look in the mirror and see what kind of person you are. Im being swept away, under a spell.. its been 4 years of all this pain, and now its taking controll of me.. all of me is gone.. are you happy? you have got what you want, im not real anymore, all of my selfcontroll is gone, im just like a little doll, you play with me and use me in your commands, you love was fake! just like the smiles you gave me, just like the hugs and all the gifts, they were trapts to lure me into this hell hole! Im spinning over and over into the never ending hallway.. someone save me, because the person who i thought would do anything for me... got me here..

just releasing some emotions.. im trying to help myself, but nothings working. i feel like im stuck in this sad place.. for 4 years, i cant get out! its horrible how your best friend all the sudden has you under a spell, you thought it was love, but its fake!