Nightmare by StarlightDreamer

I sit alone, so scared of what might be
could there really be, something growing inside of me.
I should have taken better care
Please wake me up, I'm having a horrible nightmare.

The results are not back and, the waiting is killing me
I'm trying to be strong so that my daughter may not see
The fear in my eyes, the pain in my heart
The thoughts of leaving, having no choice but to part.

Now I find myself praying, looking for the light
Trying to be strong, not giving up without a fight.
I know they say what will be, will be
Is this what was meant, in the stars for me.

So Please all my starlite friends, Say a prayer for me
Help me to find my strength, And maybe this won't be.
I'm tired and scared, alone and confined
I can't stop these thoughts, running through my mind.

Terrie* (65.148.212.212) -- Thursday, August 12 2004, 11:49 pm

StarlightDreamer, your words were very touching...
this reminded me of 2 of my sister-in-laws and my baby sister whom were dx. 2/w lung ca. and 1 of them w/breast ca.it becomes devastating to all parties..if this is a real life situation , may the outcome be negative, if it is positive do not give up...our bodies have been known to heal itself as long as you do not allow it to get depressed, let go and let God hear your prayers..we are here for you when ever you need a friend...HUGS/LOVE

Terrie* (65.148.212.212) -- Thursday, August 12 2004, 11:51 pm

P.S
You have my prayers......
i hope you feel my hand holding yours as we pray...

LinzAy (205.188.116.131) -- Friday, August 13 2004, 06:33 pm

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A poem very well put together with a good rythym. You are in my prayers. Stay strong and smile :)

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