I apologize.
I am so sorry for being there for you anytime you needed somebody.
I am so so sorry for loving the friendship I thought we shared.
I'm sorry for meeting you that first time and thinking how awesome you were,
For wanting a friendship to grow between us,
For trying to look out for you and trying to hold you back so you wouldn't fight,
And when you got away from me and punched a phone booth I'm sorry I basically lived at your house to help you thinking it was good proof of how much I cared.
I'm sorry I wrote things for you that you couldn't then,
That I helped you mix spaghetti on your kitchen floor and helped you clean.
I'm so sorry I took up your time laying with you on your couch when I could have been somewhere with someone else doing something else and not thinking about anything but hanging out with you.
I'm sorry I spent my nights at your house walking your dog with you and listening to everything you loved and hated.
I'm sorry we got to know eachother so well that we could either get under eachothers skin deeply or put a smile on eachothers faces when one was needed,
That we were so close that anyone who didn't know us thought we were dating.
I'm sorry for everytime I backed you up, whether you knew it or not.
I'm sorry I lied to certain people about a certain incident for you.
I'm sorry I got scared anytime I thought you could be in trouble.
I'm so sorry I took interest in everything you cared about.
I'm sorry, so extremely sorry, that I was trying to be the best friend that I could be to you, that I honestly did care.
I guess that was way too immature,
Guess it brought way too much drama into your life...too much bullshit.
I...am so...sorry.

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