Dark Without Light by Brenden

Dark meets light

I have a darker side to me
i hate you all
I hate the world
I show light from my eyes but i do not care if you live our die.
I have hate with no compasion
I cut my wrists but the knife is dull
I hang my self but the branch broke
I can do nothing right not even end my life.
she said she loves me but why cant i find her.
her voice is like a whisper in the air so cold. and bleak.
i can see my face but i can not see my love.
i see no reason to live
i see no reason to care
i see no reason to be here
i fail before i try i try and then fail.
you cant help me i have no reason to fail becuase i have no reason to try.
i found you there with tears in your eyes seating beside a grave with my name on it
i see you lying there with a gun in your hair you fire and shot.
i shake and say im not there im right here.
you dont wake up you look cold i rest the gun on my ear and fire with no bullets
i cry because i failed to meet you there

Meri (108.26.80.48) -- Wednesday, August 10 2011, 08:21 pm

Hey Brenden
Don't hate everyone. There are really some nice people out there - thousands, if not millions or billions that you don't know.

Try not to lose sight of hope. As always, as I encourage you, I'm encouraging myself. Hang in there Brenden.

If I'm still here with all my trials and tribulations that I'm currently facing, then certainly you can withstand the storm.

It's not really about who has it rougher than who, but about being determined to make it, despite the roughness/toughness.

Don't give up Brenden.

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