Pain Of The Spirit by Simik

I hate the feeling i fell now
i dont want to see how
but its how it is
its all my fault, not hers
i never felt this pain before
i felt pain, but not the same
if i knew the answers i would change my decision for the best
but i dont so i have to sleep with unrest
this pain defeats my happy wishes
no longer will i find myself crying at your decisions
no longer do i wish
i can only dream of what i miss

Terrie* (65.148.202.16) -- Saturday, October 2 2004, 04:21 am

Simik, your words reached out to my soul..
and i thought you should know what my souls reply was...i do not know of the pain that you suffer..if that is what you write about...i at one time put myself through so much pain w/o realizing it..until a special man came into my life and changed it all for me..basically i put my life on hold .when my only love died..my soul died too...i used my kids as an excuse to get out of a social life..my role as lover, wife best friend went to the grave..i held on to kool-aid , PTA , den mom, escort and best friend..i practically dreamed my life away hid w/in my own self..until God sent this special Angel whom is well known for his words of wisdom that caught my heart,he revived my soul i'll admit i gave him a bad time in the beginning , i wouldn't budge..and i continue to be a PITA ,but he is so carefree and understanding..all this i know just to say..do not give up..you will find TRUE HAPPINESS..it is out there somewhere with your name on it..i found mine..AGAIN after so long...( sorry fo such a lonnnnng comment ) great words i felt their sincerity....

Simik (68.113.20.19) -- Saturday, October 2 2004, 07:22 am

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im sure happiness is, but for now sorrow haunts me. I stay locked up on my own in fear of what people say and do to me. Your comment does help to inspire for what has already inspired me.

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