If My Walls Could Talk by Brown Eyz

If my walls could talk god only knows what they might say
The fights we used to get into I wonder where they would place the blame

The night’s I’d sit home crying when you actually weren’t around
The days you were always their when I felt this solemn cloud

I think they would say I loved you so much I would have gave my life
And when I finally broke up with you I think they would say I was right

But the days we were a couple and the abuse we put one another through
The bruises couldn’t be erased by all the I love you

I know they would say I’m stronger now and not so vulnerable as before
And that the best thing I ever did was finally shut the door

Though I don’t think they would say that it was easy for me to do
For some reason I think they would say that a part of me still loved you

Now I know that is no longer true because it has been almost a year and a half
the time and memories of what you did to me has healed my stronger half

if my walls could talk there is one thing i would ask that i dont already know
your first true love deep down inside will you never fully let go?

Pamela (66.38.146.204) -- Thursday, January 8 2004, 04:37 am

Never
I still think about my first love after four years - even though it was for different reasons, I also broke it off with him. And it does make you a stronger person, and you should be proud. But don't ever forget - even the bad memories - because they are what made you who you are today.
Beautiful poem

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