I look at her and see her beauty, but who is she? She smiles at me, and I can tell she is hiding somthing from everyone. I can't quite tell what it is, but from the last time I seen her she looks smaller. Maybe she has an eating disorder or she is just loosing the weight nautally. I look at her again she has such beauty it could hurt someone, she still degrades herself, by cutting herself up. She doesn't try to hide it though as if she wants someone to talk to her about it, or at least tell her not to do it. She acts like her mind is always wondering, not thinking about what she is apposta be thinking about.Like her life could have been perfect for alittle while, then in a few simple words her life quit as like she shouldn't be here anymore. I look at her, who is looking at me? I see her smiling I don't feel a smile on my face though, but I am looking in the mirror at myself and I don't feel any of this, who is this girl staring back at me? She is beautiful I am not, she is smiling but I'm not, and she has had a once perfect life, somthing I will never have!!Who is this Girl staring back at me????I don't regongnise her, do you knoe who she is?because I shirley don't, hope to meet her soon though!!

I am confused about what to do with my life in this stage of it....everything is different....i am so f**king confused.