I Hate My Life by Unsocial

I hate my life.
I'm sick of not being able to control my mood.
I Hate having to take drugs just so that I can be happy.
Why cant I just be happy on my own.
It's not like I have nothing to be happy for,
even when i wanna be happy I cant and I hate it.
I hate how no one else understands and everyone gets frustrated with me
just making me even more unhappy.
I hate how I can cry for hours to the point where I never wanna see day again
and I dont even know why I'm crying.
I hate the feeling I get in my stomach every time
I wonder if its worth seeing tomorrow.
I hate my life sometimes.

hailey (66.41.172.202) -- Monday, December 27 2004, 06:37 am

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here...i don't know you but i hate my life to...so if you ever need to talk...u can talk to me...your prob. thinking i am such a weirdo but...maybe we can be friends and help eachother with our lifes....luv haibai...

Pat (24.255.90.86) -- Thursday, September 27 2007, 11:45 pm

Me TOO
I wish I could rewind time. I hate my life because it isn't my life. When I try to create a life for me that will make me happy, things go wrong and I feel the guilt. This got worse in stead of getting better. I am uncomfortable with my life I'm afraid of the future. Some days I cry for differnt reasons. I am depressed for so many reasons. One day I am depress about one thing and the next for another. I am a loner and I don't like crowds. There alwsys seem to be a problem when I get close to a person. They misunderstand me. They think I don't hurt. I suppose to do all the time. I never get anything in return even when I am good to people. I feel hollow,alone, used and confused

Abby (96.245.131.44) -- Saturday, January 9 2010, 07:41 pm

Same
Sometimes I wish I could just get away from my family!!!!!!! AND FRIENDS!!

Fazl (93.186.16.244) -- Saturday, December 13 2014, 09:28 pm

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I know its been 4 yrs but I've just stumbled onto this thread searching for prose to compliment my blogs which incidentally is quite dark and gloomy most times because I have , social anxiety disorder and anthropophobia amongst other mental and social challenges which includes recurrent depression. I suggest you read up on it. It has been easier for me to understand myself which is what you need to do first. After you've named your illness you will find it slightly easier to cope with challenges.

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