?'s by Batafish22

F*ck this world, i hate my life
I could take it now with the blade of a knife
no one would notice, no one would care
no one would see that im not there
I have no reason to be alive
I have no reason, so tell me, why?
why am i here? why shouldnt i die?
why does all this happen to me? why? why? why?
What did i do? Where did I go wrong?
Why have i felt like this for so damn long?
what is wrong with me? whats my deal?
Please tell me this isn't real.
but these are real, they truly are
these ugly scars on my left arm
and the razor blade i carry around
my only friend through ups and downs
i've said it once, i'll say it again
my razor blade is my only friend
yes yes yes you heard me right,
no one would care if i took my life.

J Freedom Long (151.203.70.227) -- Sunday, December 26 2004, 08:11 pm

Despair needs Repair
Batafish...so sad and impresses me this person has no hope and a little cold friend...guess he or she forgot to watch "It's a Wonderful Life" when James Stewart learns he did make a big difference...as weall do in our way..in some way. Thanks for sharing deep words...Jerry

Ben F (81.100.175.39) -- Sunday, December 26 2004, 08:50 pm

you wanna know why your here?
you write why am I hear and no one would miss you.
let me give you one reason why you are here....your writing!its very good,maybe you were put here to write and help others. you have been given a talent to use..try it.

take care and try and enjoy the hoildays.
much love
Ben

batafish22 (64.72.57.205) -- Monday, December 27 2004, 04:20 am

no title
thank you all for your comments. they mean so much to me.

batafish22 (64.72.57.205) -- Monday, December 27 2004, 06:08 am

ben
i dunno what ur talkin about my writing is crap.

Ben F (81.100.175.39) -- Monday, December 27 2004, 11:20 am

there you go again....
I dont know what you have been going through to have such a low self esteem,but your writting is not crap,I liked it and so did J. I went through a stage on here when my work was in the direction of 'why am I here?', 'whats the point?', but I learned that people where enjoying what I wrote and that my talent lies in writing...and so does yours!!. keep writing mate. take care Ben

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