Lonelyness's Sos by Fallen_Angel

Paranoia breathes
heavily into my veins
Like a poison taking control
of a helpless corpse that isn't ready to let go
My thoughts they taunt me digging their self's into me
like a million pieces of shattered glass
My memories haunted by broken times of the past
Love fallen before my dirty feet
there's a line between truth and agony.
Paranoia and deceit in the thought of belief
nothings worth a heart ache so bury my self under a the ground
in my human proof shell
I will be found
Put up my wall
I just need some one to talk to but nobody's home
Just a Jagged end of the knife that belongs to paranoia
the one that's left me alone.
with a breath too cold
Place my spirit upon life's table
and let the emptiness and agony unfold
SOS written upon my soul
I'm holding on to deaths edge and about ready to let go
a little girl is in need of a home.
in some ones arms she can be held
a home that isn't broken,
SOS I need some one immediately
Shatter dreams written in blood or so it seems
there's no one to save me just a few lines I drew upon the concrete
to be heard a heart be pounding upon my blood
For there's a thought of blame placed upon my soul
there are pictures of a smile painted upon a broken girl
SOS god your child's in need,
I fell asleep in my own arms again this evening
in remorse for they're the only ones that will hold me

This poem is about abuse feeling ur the one in blame,and being afraid that history is going to repeate it self afraid to open up your heart cause you dont want to be broken and dont want to seem weak.

joyce ivy (65.12.35.192) -- Friday, January 7 2005, 07:07 pm

Mallisa
Mallisa never ever blame yourself for abuse laid upon you do all you can to keep history from repeating itself your poem is very heart touching so sad very well written be true to yourself and keep writing it will keep you from being weak need a friend I'm here thanks for sharing your heart wrenching work -joyce

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