Dear My First Love, by Shorty

I'm sorry for all of the things i said or didn't say.
Even though you're not with me I still think of you everyday.
I'm sorry things didn't work out the way we wanted them to.
I should have been more honest,
you didn't have a clue.
I've spent two months alone so far,
It's still pretty hard.
To get through each day without you,
but you're with me all of the time.
The thoughts of you that linger and taunt me all of the time.
Maybe our relationship could have been much better.
I'm sorry that I hurt you,
I forgive you for hurting me.
It's so hard to see you and know you'e not in my life,
I still dream about you, just to wake up crying.
This emptiness and loneliness I'm feeling doesnt seem like it'll ever go away.
My heart is still breaking a little more each day,
you taught me so much and showed me so much love I don't want to ever let you go...
Struggling everyday to try and forget your face,
and all the love I had..
You are no longer mine,
but it's so hard to say good bye...

How do I get him out of my head? He stole my heart and never gave it back... How do you catch a thief when they have so many disguises?

Terrie* (65.147.240.237) -- Monday, April 11 2005, 12:47 am

one never forgets a first love....
hi Shorty, i know what cha mean.....
first loves no matter how they are given up..it is painful... my first love ( husband ) stole my heart ..he took it with him when he died...the one man whom taught me everythin' i know...
believe me... it is sooo true one never forgets their first love...no matter how many years have gone by..even when another love enters our life..this was a great read...thank you for sharin' your heart....i hope all is better for you .......Terrie*

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