Just Friends by RainFlyer8

You’ll never know how much I love you
You’ll never know how much I care
You’ll never know how much I miss you
Just because you’re not right there
I want to be with you forever
But again we are just friends
But you just don’t realize
That the messages you send
Say quietly “I love you”
Say quietly “I care”
But you’re just too ignorant
To play this game fair
You don’t see the looks in my eyes
Or feel the sensations of my skin
But yet you kissed me with such passion
To put me in the predicament I’m in
Why’d you have to grab my hand
Smile that way at me
If I knew it didn’t mean anything
I never would have agreed
Yet we were just kissing
Nothing to do with love
We kind of used each other
‘Cuz we knew what we were thinking of
Now you’re out dating my friends
Wearing that same old smirk
But you don’t see the hurt in my eyes
You don’t know what it was worth
That fateful day you kissed me
That fateful day you stared
At me with such lust in your eyes
I actually believed you cared
But I should’ve knew it meant nothing
Because we both denied
That we were ‘an item’
While inside my heart cried
Now I see you everyday
Passing in the halls
Still talking, smiling at me
And you can’t see at all
The way I look at you
The way I really feel
And you just can't seem to grasp
That what I said was real
When I said I loved you
When I said you were my only
Now I’m here without you
Crying in the lonely
Darkness of my room
And you’re out with her
And when I look around
My room is all a blur
My tears are blocking my vision
My tears express my pain
And because they’re not being wiped away
I feel like I’m going insane
It started as a crush
Nothing more, nothing less
But because of that day
It grew into a caress
Of the feeling of love
When you were looking in my eyes
And when you said you loved me
I should have known it was a lie
Because 2 days later
You went out with my friend
And then you moved on to the next
Will it never end
You dating my girls,
My security
We belong together
You know this to be
So why cant you love me
Why can’t you care
Why can’t you wipe my tears
Why cant you just be there
I know somewhere you love me
Deep inside somewhere
Until you find that someplace
I’ll just have to stare
At you and hopefully
One day you’ll recognize
The look of love I’m sending you
The emotion in my eyes
Until that day I’m waiting
Until that day I’m true
Until that day you realize
My love is for only you

This is my first love poem posted. This goes out to my friend whom I fell in love with, and the encounter actually did happen, and he actually is dating my freinds. I'm still waiting for him to realize that we obviously are meant for each other, all my other freinds can see that.untill then I remain heartbroken

Britney (67.136.93.53) -- Sunday, April 24 2005, 02:09 am

Girlie,
This was such a great poem! You deeply put into words how you felt. Yet he doesn't seem to know how you feel or what he has caused inside of you. You to may be destined but it seems as if this may be the wrong moment you two should be as one. I wish he would realize though. Other than that very very good poem. ~Britney~

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