Am I Inside? by Taylor James

Looking all around
But nowhere to be found.
The razor blade is hiding
While I'm desperately trying,
Trying to hide the scars
Deep upon my heart.

I need the blood to run,
Away from this heart of mine.
As my heart is black ice,
This is the reason I can't be nice.

Looking around I can see
All these people
Staring at me.
Little beady eyes
Upon this skin of mine,
Digging deep inside
Trying to find, the real me.

Looking deep inside but still...
nothing is what they find.
I know the real me is inside
Nothing is what they find.

I won't let anyone in
I'm too scared of the pain,
The pain they may cause.
I'm too scared of getting hurt.

Britney (172.16.1.225) -- Monday, April 25 2005, 06:37 pm

Taylor...
Nicley expressed in both poems. I felt ya on them. Keep on writing what you feel can help some. I really feel you on this poem...! Keep on going....~Britney~

Angel in Tears (81.129.103.58) -- Monday, April 25 2005, 09:00 pm

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By the looks of the poems that you have been posting up, it seems that with each one, more feeling and more emotion is expressed! What can I say? You are getting even better with each coming day. Your poems are of an exceptional standard hun! Keep expressing yourself through words and less of the other 'artistic' ways

Taylor James (212.85.21.178) -- Tuesday, April 26 2005, 02:03 pm

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britney and angel in tears, thank you both for the comments, i really appreciate them, especially whaen you say, "You are getting even better with each coming day" well i really appreciate every single comment good or bad it helps me to get better.thank you both

Korie poleo (72.150.169.109) -- Thursday, February 16 2006, 04:15 am

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i really like this poem... it makes me think of all the times i have cut but you always have to remember that one way or another all things great and small things will correct them self and things will return to as normal as they can be.... just know that alot of people are readin and they do understand your feelins great words!! i'm inspired!

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