This Strange Thought by Dark Priestess

this strange thought
that comes to my mind
thinking everyday
i want to die
but i end up stopping myself
before it ends up too late for me
bedause of my thoughts of you
they keep me from making
a choice that i shouldnt
but what do i do
when my mind pushes my thoughts of you out
will you be there
or not even know
lately i feel like death is near
am i imagining it?
or is it really coming?
this strange thought keeps running through my mind
and it wont go away
will you make them go away
or will they also overpower you too?
these thoughts wont go away
i want to die
so my thoughts wont make me crazy anymore
just push them all away

they have overpowered me again
but this time its too far
i see my blood spill
and my sight becomes blurry
my heart wont beat anymore
and despite my blurry eyes
i see you stand and cry
as you hold my hand in grief
wondering why this is happening
as you wish your life would also end
just for you to be with me again
as while my life is ended
yours now is too
and our souls cannot be happy
though we are lost together in a cold dark place
though as much as we hated living in that cold world
we strongly wish to go back

um....maybe this should go in the death cloumn instead of suicidal thoughts........crap

angel on the edge (202.89.42.35) -- Sunday, May 15 2005, 07:40 am

awesome
i just read through most of your poems!i really like your writing - i think its cause you explain so well the wayz i feel. kept writing i will read dem all.

darkpriestess (205.188.117.10) -- Monday, May 16 2005, 01:02 am

i feel loved (lol)
angel on the edge, thankx for the comment there, i will definetly be writing more i write poems a lot. thanks for reading them.

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