crying alone in my dark room tonight
i wonder why i am so alone
though i have so many friends
and even a boyfriend
yet i still feel this pain
deep in my heart
wishing i would die
so the pain would stop
so i wouldnt have to hide my secrets any longer
and so i wouldnt have to hide in the darkness
just so no one can dig out these secrets
that lie deep inside of me
tears of sadness and pain
overflow deep in my heart
and they wont stop making the pain come
the pain gets worst
as i stand in front of an open window
thinking if i jump the pain can end
hoping i dont survive
hoping no one will come to "rescue" me
as i let myself fall
and my thought come to a rest
and there my life ends
many people wonder why
i would do this kind of thing
as the secrets may never be know to them
for my soul has departed
with my secrets still inside
my secrets of dark, suicidal, things
that they will never understand

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