I couldn't tell you face to face so I wrote you this poem instead
You have no idea of the many emotions that are running through my head
I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner I just couldn't find the words
I would think it COULD get better but it only got worse...
Yes I did attempt committing suicide for the millionth time
I overdosed on medicine that really wasn't mine
I know that it was stupid but I'm not finished yet
Being unconscious for TWO WHOLE DAYS is one of many regrets
I was nearly dead (heart pace was getting slower and I was short on breath)
I never thought I'd be so afraid of being s close to my own death
But after having watched tear after tear I know that this is not the way life is supposed to be
Life is only what you make it, God must have other plans for me

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